I Walk Between Two Worlds!
One foot has a delicate stance in the world of horses and competitions. A world I have spent my entire life in, but it no longer serves me.
The other foot is firmly holding my weight in a new creative world. A world of grace and personal growth, where my spiritual self breathes in kindness and love. A world where I have found the internal resources to face my fears and be present for all life offers me.
Still, that precarious foothold in the world behind haunts me as I mourn for what was but no longer is. This world that held a deep connection to me for so many years, still grasping at my shirttail as my weight leans into a place of hope and endless possibilities. I’m looking up and forward, smiling as I shed a tear for my former self. That self placed so many limits on my life. It measured me against others, that is the nature of competition in the world of sports. And I got high on it too! But still…
In this new world I can fly high without measuring myself against anyone, there’s no need. My true home is within me and it fills me up. I can always find peace and happiness by just going within.
This is a time of transition. I’ve been here before, but this time with awareness. Through countless hours of meditation, I am seeing the edges of both worlds as I soften into just being present for what is here, now. And that is enough!